I am stuck in a rut. I truly am. It has been 13 months since I quit my job to take care of the kids and while I know that has been the best decision for the kids, I am not sure if it was the best decision for me. Thirteen months later, I still have not accomplished anything in my plans for MYSELF. And right now I can’t help but feel frustrated.

I want to study again, do something productive for me and me alone. But I really cannot go out and take 4-8 hours from home since there will be no one left for the kids. The husband needs to work. Thankfully, the internet has been very kind to me. I find money, friends and amusement there. I am trying to make the internet work to get me to study again as well. So I have been researching for any course I’d like to take.

There is an online Masters of Science in Information Security course available that has flexible schedules and affordable rates. I’m not really sure though if it will be in my line of work. I guess I can take the Managerial aspect of the course at the Lewis University. It focuses on the impact of information security on individual lives and personal privacy, the growing information security risks facing business and government, strategies for securing information, and the influence of laws and public policy on how information is secured.