I intended that to be grammatically incorrect, just so you know.

End of year months always get me into introspection. I always realize how much I have done and how much time I have wasted. Sometimes I feel good, sometimes I get depressed. Mood swings are going to be the death of me I swear.

So to control my mood swings:

• I have been lying low on my “job”. Im sure Id regret this after a time but Im really nearing a HUGE burn out so I let it be. Screw expenses for a change. We’d survive.
• With lying low on the job, it means Im not online 100% of the time. I have spent it reading (again) and watching movies. And sorting piles of junk.
• I have watched Evan Almighty, the Pursuit of Happyness and Sex and the City.
• I bawled like a baby and my heart hurt while watching SATC.
• Im downloading mp3s like there is no tomorrow. It is rivalling my downloading slash hoarding of scrap kits from SSD (Getting ready for the downtime of the shop come next week. I plan to scrap like crazy)
• Ive been praying and trying to come up with plans for next year. I want change (as if this year wasnt mindblowing no. Im a sucker for torture).
• Im looking for a sitter for Martha this week. Im taking Matthew out on a date. I want to watch High School Musical 3 on the big screen. Provided Martha LOVES HSM, I wont risk her ruining the movie for me by saying she wants to watch Dora instead
• I want to take the week off and do nothing.