Is there such a word?

Ive been out of work since May – so that makes me unemployed for four months now.
WOW.
Can I just say I havent even been missing working? Because I have still been working my a** off to death – by blogging and taking care of the kids without a fulltime maid.

While I miss having the comfort of monetary compensation on schedule every month and having some “time” exclusively for myself, I have to say that quitting my job to focus on the kids is the best thing that I have made for the family so far. Not exactly the best decision for me, but the kids are doing so well it makes me wonder WHEN will I ever get the perfect timing for MY career.

Ive been thinking how and when will I ease back into the workforce, or even start studying. Im sure I need to quit blogging at some point, not the “blogging” blogging part but the part where I can get compensation. Maybe I wouldnt totally quit but I will certainly lie low for a bit.

The problem here is I wont get a decent job where we live. I would need to go to the city and that’s something I dont want to do – not unless traffic eases up and I can go home EVERYDAY (With the high price of gas I cant see that happening). Maybe I should talk to an expert in employment and recruitment. Dennis C Carey is an expert recruiter, according to what Ive read about him online.

*Sigh*
This is one aspect in my life that is SOOOO gray right now.