SAHM – Officially.

May 1st.
My resignation took effect yesterday. I left the office, for the last time, at 9PM. I left with a very heavy heart. It took a great deal of effort to convince myself NOT to cry.

It was all so bittersweet for me. That was my first job, and I lasted five years. What was supposed to be a temporary money solution while I work got extended because I need to get married, I got pregnant, then I needed to support the family. Then I got promoted and work became something I really loved.

I guess it’s also bittersweet in a way that this is totally life-changing for me. Im not dreading staying at home – Im so looking forward to it. Time with the kids. Focus on me. Good stuff.

But when you leave a job that has so much memories – it hurts.I grew up there. I had friends. Too many happy and sad memories.

Bittersweet.
That’s what April 30 meant.

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13 Responses to “SAHM – Officially.”

  1. diane says:

    awwww… hugs to you Aggie! Everything will be fine. Kaya mo yan!

  2. thea says:

    aawww…
    pwedeng iscrap itong entry na to eh. :)

  3. Joy says:

    Awww…hugs Aggie!

  4. Suzanne says:

    Hello Aggie! *hugs* to you.

    Alam mo ba, when you posted sa Twitter kagabi that you are about to leave PS and your heart is heavy, I asked Diane kung anong shop ang PS. Akala niya eh PhotoShop daw yun. Haha! Now I realized that it’s your job. :D

    Sige lang, at least you left with happy memories naman.

  5. joy says:

    oo nga aggie, pangscrap dating nito. i know how you feel, ang daming memories nyan na maiiwan. :)

  6. Mai says:

    Nangiti naman ako sa comment ni suzanne. Oo nga noh, Photoshop hehe! Well, nakaka-sad man…i salute you..tama lang ang naging decision and intentions mo…all for the family :)

  7. farah says:

    hi aggie!

    hugs to you… life is beautiful… enjoy!

  8. Apols says:

    ako din i felt the same thing during my last day a work. malungkot ako pero nag focus ako sa something bigger and better for the family. wala kasi reason para mag resign eh :(

  9. mrshobbes says:

    I completely understand how you feel! There’s this feeling of something being broken/torn/severed from you :( It can be liberating some times, but other times it hurts a lot. But it IS a better situation you’re going into, and I trust that you can handle it :)

  10. Mich says:

    i know the feeling aggie! congrats to you anyway! there are a lot of things to look forward to, I’m sure! :D

  11. Meeya says:

    hi aggie, hindi ka nag-iisa, marami tayong dumaan sa ganyan. *hugs* anyway, tulad nga ng sabi mo at sabi nila, kakaiba ang klase ng fulfillment that you get as a sahmmy – it may be different from the one you are used to, pero fulfillment pa rin siya nonetheless. :) good luck aggie and enjoy! :)

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